Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Chapter 2


     That evening when Richie and I were cuddling in the living room while watching tv, I couldn't help but think of Jon's face and the expression on it as he left.
"Richie, Jon told me some things before you got here last night," I said.
Richie turned off the TV to listen to me. There was silence until I began to speak again.
"He told me he's always loved  me but I've only cared for you. Richie that is true, I love you and not Jon. That will never change, I promise you. I wish that we could just get Jon to move on. I know that you both have seen me a lot over the years, hell the whole band really, but remember I always asked for you. All those times I chose to be last in line at the hotels, were because I wanted to be the one that you fell asleep with. Every time you left, a piece of me left with you. I always wondered if you felt the same, because I knew that there was more women waiting in each town you arrived in every night,"
He looked at me and I could see the love and care in his eyes.
"You do realize that Rest In Peace was written for you, right?" He asked softly.
I smiled, but it suddenly faded.
"Wait... why aren't you gone? Why am I here and not in a hotel?" I asked as I was trying to peice the puzzle together.
"We finished the tour in your hometown this time. I'm sorry you don't remember much about getting here, you were pretty out of it until the clothes hit the floor," He said with a slight grin.
I blushed and looked away because I was smiling like an idiot, as always.
"Hey..." he said softly to me.
I looked at him.
"Don't look away, I love seeing you smile," He said as he leaned in closer and softly ran his fingers gently down my cheek.
"Does this mean I get to stay?" I asked as tears started to form in my eyes from fear of having to say goodbye again.
He didn't say a word and kissed me in that moment. I knew then that meant I could stay.


As we climbed into bed that night I remembered the first time we did. Although then it was 1986 and here it is June of 1993. I snuggled up against him and laid my head on his chest.
"Babe?" I asked softly as I dared to break the silence of the room.
"hm?"
"Do you remember 1986, when we met for the first time?"
"Yeah... The first time I looked into your eyes I fell in love. I thought that I would eventually forget but seeing you after every show we did there no matter how much time had passed, I knew I never would,"
I didn't know what to say and I closed my eyes. I let every memory of us play in my head. His appearance had changed quite a bit since we first met, but his heart was still the same...


1986

"Ooo what is your name darlin?" He asked as his hands traveled down my body.
He was behind me and had on nothing but a robe.
"Julie," I said as I got goosebumps from his touch.
"mmmmm Julie, you're very beautiful," he said as he took his index finger and slid one of the straps of my dress down, kissing my shoulder...



I fell asleep with that memory in my head. The first time he said my name....

Chapter 1


A Jon and Richie Fanfiction

I awoke between two warm bodies, men. I let out a sigh.
"Okay, maybe it won't be too bad," I thought.
I opened my eyes. There laid Jon Bon Jovi on my left and Richie Sambora on my right. I closed my eyes again.
"oh god! oh god! oh god! oh god!," I said to myself.
I opened my eyes again. I first looked at Jon. We were all under a white sheet and it came up just above his belly-button. He was asleep and nude.
"Oh god... Three-some?!?!? WITH THEM?!!?!" I thought.
Why was that just now coming to me?
I took in a deep breath and slowly let it out. I looked over at Richie. He too, asleep on his back, covered up to his belly button and nude. I fell in love with him all over again in that moment. I turned over on my right side and curled up to him and started running my fingers over his chest.
"Richie?" I asked softly.
He opened his eyes and looked at me. He wrapped an arm around me and let me in closer to him. He covered us up more.
"I love you," I whispered.
"I love you too," he said as he kissed the top of my head.
I wanted to know if he really did love me or if he was just saying it.
Wasn't I just like another fan to him?
I decided to shake those thoughts and questions out of my head. We laid there and fell back asleep.

In the morning, when I awoke Jon and Richie were still asleep. I decided to take this time and take a shower. Once I was in the shower and started washing my hair, one of them stepped in behind me. I could tell it was Richie by how his hands felt running over my body.
"Goodmorning darlin," he whispered into my ear before he began kissing and licking my neck.
I moaned and he pressed me against the wall, pressing his body into me. I turned my head to look at him behind me.
"Richie, im still very tender after last night. Please dont," I said in a kind of scared tone.
He gently kissed the ball of my neck and put his forehead to it. I could tell he was trying to get in control of himself.
"okay baby, I understand. You're not hurting are you?" he asked as he turned me around to face him.
At first I didn't answer and kept switching my glances between his lips and his gorgeous brown eyes.
"No baby," I said as brought  my face close to his.
I could feel his breath on my face as our foreheads were touching. He finally kissed me deeply. During the kiss he held me against the wall again, and pressed himself into me. He was rock hard and I whimpered as he started thrusting to grind in me. He stopped and broke the kiss. He backed away.
"You wasn't kidding. You're very very tender. So tender it is resisting," he said as he stood there, chest heaving because he couldn't calm himself.
"You both wore my body out last night, although you wore it out the most," I said as I took a step toward him.
The rest of the time we were in the shower, we just washed each other. He was so gentle as he washed me, it felt so good and I wanted more but I just couldnt let him take me.

After that, we were walking around in our towels. He came up behind me, wrapped his arms around me, and kissed my shoulder.
"You're so beautiful," he said as he kissed just behind my ear-lobe, sending cold chills through my whole body.
Jon groaned from the bed. We looked over to him. He rubbed his face and opened his eyes, looking at us. He looked disappointed and hurt. Richie let go of me and started to walk away.
"Coffee anyone?" he asked before he completely left the room.
Jon and I both said yes and Richie left for the kitchen. I crawled into bed with Jon.
"What's wrong honey?" I asked, drawing circles on his hairy chest.
"Do you remember last night at all? Before Richie even came here?" he asked.
"No,"
He looked away from me.
"Remind me, please," I said.
He looked back at me and we kissed. It was so passionate but, in the long run I felt nothing with him. I only felt stuff with Richie.
When the kiss ended we looked in each others eyes as if we were searching for something.
"Last night I finally told you how I feel. I said I love you. I've always loved you, but you've only loved Richie. Richie loves you back and I wish I was him. He's so lucky," He said.
"Jon, I don't know what to say,"
"It's better if you don'y say anything," he said as he got up and went to the bathroom for his own shower.
I sat up and curled my legs up to my chest. Richie looked in the doorway.
"Come in here. But put my shirt on darlin," he said.
I put my panties and his shirt on. It was so big on me. I loved that. I walked in the living room and sat on the couch. He walked over with our coffee and sat it on the table in front of it. He sat down beside of me and wrapped his arm around me. I guess I looked sad to him because he lifted my chin and made me look at him.
"What is it darling," he asked softly.
I gave him a weak smile and we started to kiss. We forgot about tour coffee and he layed me down on the couch under him. He must've already drunk a little coffee because his breath smelled of it. He kissed my nose and smiled. We put our foreheads together.
"I have a question," I said.
"Go ahead darlin" he said.
"Um, where are we anyhow?"
"One of my condos sweetheart, do you like it?"
"yes," I said as I kissed him.
At that moment Jon walked in, fully clothed. He cleared his throat and we stopped and looked at him. Richie helped me sit up.
"I'm leaving," Jon said as he grabbed his keys.
Richie and I stood up. Richie opened the door and held it for him with a worried look. Jon looked at me with the saddest expression I've ever seen a man give, shook his head and walked out the door. I walked behind him and stopped beside Richie. Richie closed the door.
"I didn't mean to do this, I never should've told him to come here and wait for me. I knew he loved you. I know he's not mad at me but, he's still my brother," he said, not being able to look me in the eyes.
"Well our coffee is getting cold baby," I said.
"I know, c'mon lets pretend he was never even here. It'll be better for us,"
We walked to the couch and drunk our coffee.